I don’t know where my life is headed. I’ve been ‘forced’ into this career, if you can call it that, and I’m still at odds at accepting that this is all there is now. I’ve finished three years in university, I can’t imagine going back again to do some veterinary course or something. Besides, who’d pay for it? 5 years of my education was paid for by the government on a scholarship. At times I settle for this ‘life’ and sometimes I resent the fact that I’m being severely underpaid at a seriously inefficient and ineffective workplace. There is so many variables at hand and I just have to hope and pray for the best. And not lose faith.